Love

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always hopes, always perseveres. corinthians 13:4-7.

I got this from Anne's blog. How beautiful. Maybe it even became more beautiful to me now because i'm in a sad moment of my life. There was nothing so bad that happened. It's just that maybe sometimes in our life, we experience sadness. For whatever reason, I don't know.

My life is ok naman. I mean my own life. But when i see other people, think of other people, daw it makes me feel sad. Just to think of them affects me so much. It makes me want to become a good person. It makes me want to become what the love defines above.

It's been a couple of days already since this love stays in my mind. Even at work. Even on my way to work or on my way home. Even at home, or even before i sleep. When I wake up in the morning , I keep thinking of this love. Love is patient, love is kind............

This life naman is a never ending search of happiness eh. I believe. I mean real happiness. Sometimes we thought we have already found it, but the next day we wake up, we realize we haven't. It happened to me many times before. And here i am, still searching for happiness.

I wanted myself to be very patient. In every situation. I've really tried hard lately, but i think i still have to extend it a little longer. Longer than i think I could. Whatever happens, I'll try to always hold my temper.

Love is kind. Yes, we can never go wrong with being kind. Kind to all without exemptions. If each one of us could be a little kinder, it can make a difference in this world.

It does not envy. I don't have problem with this. I'm happy with other people's success. And, I have learned from myself lately, that I can also be happy with the success of people who have wronged me before.

It does not boast, it is not proud. Did I ever boast? Hmmmmm.......Have I been so proud? I'm still trying to remember. Maybe.

It is not rude. I don't like rude people so i make sure i am not one. I always try not to hurt anyone in anyway. But still, we can't be sure we didn't hurt anyone. Kaya now, if i think i hurt someone, i sincerely say sorry right away to show i didn't mean it.

It keeps no record of wrongs. Not so long ago, i chose to forget all the bad experiences i had with people. Now, no one has ever wronged me anymore. Kung nahimo man to nila sa akon, i know there were reasons why. I may not know it , but I'm sure it helped me become a better person.

Love always trusts. I think only a few will disagree, that sometimes, it's hard to trust. I already experienced how my trust had put my life in danger. But now, i can say that i will trust again, because it is love. Whatever they will do with this trust, ila na na salabton kay Lord.

Love always hopes. I'm speechless. Thank you Lord. Thank You Lord for giving me so much hope. I always and will always believe in miracles. So, i always hope.

Lately, i've been talking to God . I asked Him to make me a better person. I thank Him for all the thngs that I have, and for all the things that I don't have.